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So many birthdays, so little time and I know I've been really bad at gifting lately, but I couldn't miss my spn_reversebang co-mod's birthday now, could I?

A very small ficlet offering for you, dear quickreaver. Hope it hits a spot.


A Bang or a Whimper?

The world ends on a Wednesday. It does it quietly, and Dean’s the only one who notices. He shrugs, throws his battered duffel into the back seat of the Impala and drives.

That’s how it goes, that’s how Dean goes, every time.

It’s not that he doesn’t care. He cares a lot. About the people he meets and those he doesn’t; he cares that they are going to suffer and die, he hates that there’s nothing he can do about it. But - and here’s the thing that defines Dean Winchester, whatever the universe he’s in – those people, however deserving; the good, bad and the ugly? Those people aren’t Sam. None of them are his brother, and when it comes down to the nitty gritty of his life, that’s all that Dean can focus on.

So when the apocalypse comes Dean leaves, every time, because he hasn’t found Sam yet, and he can’t stop until he does.

~0~0~0~

Sam follows a trail of stars. He eats sparingly, only drinks enough water to maintain functionality; doesn’t waste precious time on anything but the basics that allow him to keep moving. Anything else is insignificant because it isn’t Dean.

Dean’s out there, somewhere, and Sam’s going to find him, worlds be damned.

And they are.

Eternally damned.

~0~0~0~



AN: Coincidentally, this also fills a [community profile] genprompt_bingo prompt to end the world in the first paragraph.
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Title: Mary Sue
Words: 247
Summary: Sam answers a knock at the door of the Bunker.
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The Bunker

Oct. 16th, 2014 04:20 pm
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For my spnspiration bingo squares: - Slam poetry and inanimate object POV
I've NEVER done anything like this before!! Well, I've written pomes, of course, but I've never read them and I'd certainly be too effing nervous to stand up and recite in front of people so I wasn't sure what this would come out like.
So without further ado
Here it is - the poem recording which makes this a slam. I think!

Voice Recorder >>

And it you want to read it too

The Bunker
There’s a rhythm in my life, a pulse that beats even though I have no heart, no veins, no blood.
I was alone for a long time, I counted the beats
I counted the stars above me
I counted time passing through my many doors.

I have doors between worlds, I hold worlds inside and outside of me
Keeping worlds in, keeping worlds out.
I hold fast, I hold them shut
I keep this world safe.
I open them when needed, let air in, let air out
I breathe, sometimes.
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I only thought of this late yesterday so failed to finish the last drabble in time to post before the Season 10 premier aired, but here are ten drabbles for ten years. This is including pre-season 1 because that's where it all started, and doesn't include Season 10. Just a series of vignettes, taking one aspect of each season and expanding on it a little.


The Road So Far
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I've finally made a start on filling the prompts given to me in the 15 Characters meme (here)!

Seek and ye shall find.
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Word count: 326
Warnings: Schmoopiness and brevity
Summary: For auntmo9’s prompt in the 15 character challenge in which her choice of numbers 4, 11 and 9 gave me this - Crowley and Demon!Dean are on the run from Missouri. What did they do, and what will Missouri do if she catches up with them?

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Missouri was no witch, but her grandmother had known a thing or two, passed down to her from a long line of resourceful women, knowledge kept alive in spite of poverty and slavery.  Sadly, being clever and a psychic didn’t make her omniscient. Which was mostly a blessing, but at times a cursed nuisance – like now, when a bit of forewarning would have been really useful as to WHY she’d felt compelled to revise her gram’s spell-work that morning, and carry this particular powder in her cardigan pocket.

Missouri rolled her eyes. Age regression spells were tricksy, but she hadn’t known what else to do when confronted with the King of Hell and the Blade standing on her doorstep. Particularly as neither of them had looked too friendly. She’d cursed the vaguaries of her gift, even as she muttered the words that bewitched her very unwelcome visitors.

Now she was cursing (very quietly, under her breath so the children didn’t hear) for another reason entirely. Dean had always been an inordinately adorable child. Missouri had only been winding the man up when she’d accused him of being funny-looking, and nothing had changed there. Mini be-spelled Dean was still ridiculously appealing, with his rosy freckled cheeks and that smile. Lord, that killer smile. She hadn’t been expecting to find Crowley equally as cute – all dark liquid eyes, scruffy dark hair and a wary look to him, like he was expecting harsh words at every turn. In the face of that look, Missouri hadn’t had the heart to threaten them with the wooden spoon when they misbehaved.

She heard muffled giggles and suppressed a snort. Kids always felt they had found the best hiding place in the world, even though Dean’s little ass was sticking right out from under the coffee table where his head was buried, and Crowley’s feet were clearly visible under the edge of Missouri’s best tablecloth.

“One hundred!” Missouri said. “Coming, ready or not.”

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Hope you like it auntmo9!
Got to say, I was chuffed one of the prompts gave me Missouri!
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Words: 2264
H/C Bingo square: Food poisoning (kinda)
Hoodietime Dean H/C meme prompt by spartygirl87: Here Dean gets sick in the middle of a hunt. He's feverous, nauseaous, headachy but refuses to rest "because people are dying Sammy, i can't just leave them." Something happens to Dean on the hunt because he refused to stop and rest.
Warnings: Unbeta'd and probably full of errors. Vomiting happens. Dean is both sick and damaged. Hurrah!

A Rolling Stone


The thing is, Dean never gets sick.Read more... )
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Title: Yours sincerely, Wasting Away
Rating: R
Words:  1448
Warnings: Unbeta’d.  Permanent injury, the rigours of old age. A little swearing. Old people sexings (non graphic)
Summary: Curtain fic.  Old age was something Dean Winchester had never thought to experience, yet here they both are, still in the Bunker and still alive.  They’ve even gone beyond will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I’m sixty four… It’s a good job Dean still remembers about happy endings.

A kind pf prequel to a fic I wrote a while ago An Ordinary Death.
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Warnings: Not a happy festive fic!  Spoilers for Season 9
Words: 285
Summary: Dean holds vigil over Kevin's body.

Happy Christmas, war is over

Dean sits with Kevin for a very long time.  His eyes are dry and sore from staring.  He feels every blink reinforces his betrayal, so he keeps his eyes wide open.  He has to bear witness to the crime committed by Ezekiel – no, Gadreel – while using and abusing Sam’s body.  Because the real crime doesn’t belong to the angel, or to the hand the angel used to burn the young prophet from the inside out.  No.  Dean Winchester knows very well where the real blame lies.

With him.

Dean doesn’t cry.  Since he shed that one tear – for Sam, for Kevin, for himself?  Who knew?  He hasn’t been able to move or to weep.  The pain that grips his chest tight barely allows him to draw breath.  He feels as though someone has scraped away his insides with a spoon, stealing his courage and his will.

Kevin is dead.  The kid who’d suffered so much, given so much and gained so little from the deal, was dead.  Murdered by a servant of the god who’d created the boy and given him such a fucking stupid, awful destiny.  If Dean could feel anything but guilt right now, he’d be fucking mad as hell for the kid.

Sam is gone, and Dean doesn’t even know for how long, because Gadreel had been so convincing playing Sam just now, Dean can no longer be sure the angel hadn’t been playing Dean for the fool that he is, right from the start.

Kevin’s blackened, burnt-out, empty sockets gaze at Dean, full of accusations he can’t defend himself from.

His fault.  His grievous fault.

Dean knows.

This time, this is something he can’t fix.

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