Season 10 Episode 12 reaction drabble - Being Dean

[amberdreams]

Took a second watch to get my hook...

Title: Being Dean
Words: 100
Summary: Dean had a chance to be re-made. He blew it.

Fourteen again. Raging hormones, a body too slight for a man’s fighting style, a voice that slipped up a register with embarrassing frequency – all weighed against a chance to start over, to be clean again.

To be someone who isn’t defined by negative space. Who doesn’t consist of the four elements:

I can’t do this any more
I don’t deserve love
I’m too tired
I’m not worth it

He entertains the notion for an hour, maybe more, before the kid he was fails, just like he’s always done.

So what’s the point of clinging to hope?

He squeezes the hex-bag.

Comments

[caranfindel.livejournal.com]

He entertains the notion for an hour, maybe more, before the kid he was fails, just like he’s always done.

Well, that would be the sound of my heart cracking in two.

I'm having a hard time thinking of a hook for a drabble for this one, but you knocked it out of the park.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I found it hard this week, even though I really enjoyed the episode...but I'm sure you will crack it!

[emmatheslayer.livejournal.com]

Awe that was sad I loved the episode it my favorite so far this season nice job

[fanspired]

That line. Yeah, you know the one.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Cheers Emma - I think this was my fave episode so far too.

[borgmama1of5.livejournal.com]

:( :( :(

Thanks for breaking my heart...

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

you're welcome... ♥

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

OMG you gutted me. Oh my god.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Sorreeeee.... ♥

[ephermeralk.livejournal.com]

Awwwww

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Teen!Dean...awwwww

[frozen_delight]

To be someone who isn’t defined by negative space.
*cries*

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

*offers tissues*

[phenar-21.livejournal.com]

To be someone who isn't defined by negative space Ouch. That was somehow a real heart hitter. Very, very real depiction of Dean. Great job.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Thanks very much!

[sw0rdy.livejournal.com]

Oh Dean... figures he'd find a way to get it wrong and blame himself in this body too. I want to hug that man's self-esteem so badly.

This was an amazing drabble so thanks for sharing.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

In real life you'd probably just want to slap him LOL

[sw0rdy.livejournal.com]

Not with that face (in his adult body, at any rate)!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

well that's true, I can think of lots of other things I'd like to do with him that's for sure!

[sw0rdy.livejournal.com]

Ha, that train of thought is never going to end well (or clean, for that matter)!

[balder12.livejournal.com]

That hurts.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Yeah? That's good...kinda :D

[madebyme-x.livejournal.com]

Yikes, that was a powerful punch in the feels. But I liked the direction and hook you chose for the drabble, I imagine it was tough to write one for this episode.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

It felt like it should have been easy to drabble for but somehow, it wasn't...I kind of liked it too much, I think! Thank you!

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

You always manage to capture Dean so perfectly, and I so wish he would remember all the times he didn't fail. Poor Dean!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Aw thanks my dear, glad you think so.