Happy Thanksgiving Flisties - have a miserable drabble

[amberdreams]

A further episode reaction drabble - especially for Thanksgiving. Thank you for being lovely Flisties.
So it's happy, right? Nah. Angsty as hell. Sorry!

Title: Happy Thanksgiving, Sam Winchester.
Words: 100


Sam’s thankful. No, he really is.

But -- and isn’t there always a but? -- that doesn’t mean he’s happy. He’s not blind. He can see what’s happening, and is helpless to prevent it, or even divert its relentless progress towards an ending that will not be a good one.

When Dean says he’s unsalvageable, Sam wants to rage and rant and deny it all, but he doesn’t. Because deep down, he knows it’s probably true. But he’ll carry on searching for an exit he doesn’t believe exists.

And it’s killing him slow and certain as a cancer of the soul.

Comments

[kalliel]

AUGH, SAAAAAMMMMMM. <3333 ;( DEAAAAAN.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

*CLINGS TO YOU* *WAILS*

[freya922.livejournal.com]

Jeez! Definitely NOT happy. Poor Sam...sob.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Sorreeeee. But SHOW!

[madebyme-x.livejournal.com]

This was dark, and sad, and just ouchie all over. But I loved it.

What is this show doing to me?

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Doing to us all, hey... Dammit.

[tifaching.livejournal.com]

Thank you for making me cry on Thanksgiving.

Because deep down he knows it's probably true. *cries for them both*

Gorgeous but heartbreaking.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

It had to be done. What's a holiday without a few tears? LOL
Thanks anyway x!

[ephermeralk.livejournal.com]

Yay! Angst-y turkey day feels!! Thanks, bb!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

No, thank YOU!

[milly-gal.livejournal.com]

*WHIMPERS*

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[frozen_delight]

Happy thanksgiving!
This is great and so sad.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Thank you for reading and hanging out with me! :D

10x07 "Girls Girls Girls" Recs and Fic:

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[chomaisky.livejournal.com]

In my head canon Dean'd gone too far long before he was taken over by the mark or became a demon. I think when he allowed Gadreel riding Sam's body, and still thought he'd do it over again, he hurt Sam bad, and that's very personal. That horror is no less than watching MoC!Dean slaughtering Abaddon or demon!Dean killing innocent people. And that horror doesn't leave as well. I kinda wonder if Sam, quite aware of the darkness in Dean, can be around Dean like before. So, yeah. Lots of things are killing Sam now.
Happy thanksgiving!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Oh I think you are right, I think Dean knows it too - hence the line about wanting to do the right thing because he's sick of doing the wrong one...

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

"Sam wants to rage and rant and deny it all, but he doesn’t. Because deep down, he knows it’s probably true." This is so sad and painful, poor Sam, poor Dean, poor fans!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Yes yes, poor us!!

[emmatheslayer.livejournal.com]

poor Sammy nice job

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Thank you!

[emmatheslayer.livejournal.com]

your welcome lots