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The first of my art posts for wincestbigbang! This one is for beekeepercain (aka chakatai)'s angsty fic Brotherhood. You can read it here on AO3 or visit the post on tumblr.
Fic summary: When a hunting injury leaves Sam temporarily blinded, Dean has to step back into his old role as his brother's keeper, helping Sam adjust to his new life while they both wait for recovery to take place. Old roles don't come without their shadows, leaving both Sam and Dean to deal with long-repressed, now resurfacing memories and the grey fields of healthy and unhealthy dependence, limits of familial affection and, ultimately, the questions of desire and longing.

So with that in mind, here's the banner
brotherhood hands-banner white

I made use of the banner art in the main picture too, after deciding all the black space round Sam needed something to fill it
Fallen Sam-2

I was trying to convey something of the feelings of helplessness, fear and deprivation Sam feels, even knowing the blindness is temporary. Don't know if I succeeded!

There are a couple of text dividers on the theme
Fallen Sam-1 divider
dear brother divider
The Braille spells out DEAR BROTHER

Now for the process part!
Sorry if this is a bit long winded, I thought I'd add a bit more of the steps this time. Feel free to skip over this part!
So I started the main blind Sam picture in Photoshop, before deciding - nope, I wanted to be brave and go for pencil and paper.
beekeeper blind sam-1.1
Starting again, I outlined Sam's face thusly
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Then gradually built up the drawing
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I had been thinking about making him much more broken, but somehow that didn't feel right so this is how he ended up.
fallen statue Sam-1
Then I put the photo into PS and cut round his edges so he'd stand out on the black background like a fallen statue.
Fallen Sam-prog1
I duplicated the drawing and multiplied it to give it more contrast, then added shadows
Fallen Sam-prog2
and highlights
Fallen Sam-prog 3
and finally I used a stone texture to give the marbled effect.
Fallen Sam-prog4
And there poor Sam stayed for several weeks, because I couldn't decide what else to do - until the posting deadline approached and that kicked me into action again with an idea for the banner.
It's based on a touching scene in the story, where Dean tries to show Sam he can still do the things he loves by bringing loads of Braille books into the bunker and then the two brothers sit and learn Braille together.
So pencil on paper again - and a not very good drawing emerged. For some reason my hand was feeling shaky, and ack! my usual mediocre draughtsmanship utterly failed me. Fortunately PS covers a multitude of sins.
The same technique applies, photograph the drawing, duplicate the layer and multiply.
brotherhood hands-prog2
I then added a layer of black, set it to soft light, duplicated it and then erased areas on each layer to get the highlights and shadows. It ended up like this:
brotherhood hands-1
The banner was simply adding the words and reducing the size. I loved that the title font is called Sam's Town - doubly appropriate because it's formed of dots and named after our boy!
So after that, it was just a matter of deciding that the black empty space in the main pic behind blind Sam could have the hands in it, and Bob's your uncle. Done.

Date: 2015-08-28 07:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blackrabbit42.livejournal.com
Oh, wow. your process progression... at every single step, I'm thinking, this is the one I like best, and then the next one is even deeper and richer and more amazing. The finished piece is just amazing.

LOVES ALL OVER IT!!

:)

Date: 2015-08-28 08:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you! It's funny how many steps I end up going through, half the time it's knowing when to stop that's the hardest part! :D

Glad you liked it!

Date: 2015-08-28 07:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] herminekurotowa.livejournal.com
Beautiful! ♥♥♥♥

Date: 2015-08-28 08:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thanks me dear!

Date: 2015-08-28 08:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] milly-gal.livejournal.com
I absolutely adore seeing your process and how to's, or how I did it's :D Plus the artwork itself, so very stunning!!

Date: 2015-08-28 08:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Ha ha definitely how I did it rather than how to! I'm still fudging my way around most of the time because I'm too lazy to sit through the many PS tutorials. Anyhow, glad you like it!

Date: 2015-08-28 08:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chomaisky.livejournal.com
I SAW THE REAL SKETCH!!!
I'm glad that you decided to draw in on paper instead of in PS. I love how soft Sam's hair feels. Those hands are full of emotions too!

Date: 2015-08-28 02:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
You did indeed... Yeah real pencil has such a different feel to it than PS pencil (or at least it does for me), much softer.

Date: 2015-08-28 09:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madebyme-x.livejournal.com
Absolutely gorgeous drawings!!!

I love that you used pencil and paper, it's adds such a personal touch and I lovely depth of texture. I adore how you captured Sam; the 'uncanny' feel of his sightless gaze, the way his hair falls on his face, and damn, those hands are beautifully drawn.

I always enjoy seeing art processes; it's stunning seeing how the pieces finally come together.

Thank you for sharing :)

Date: 2015-08-28 02:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thanks very much, I'm glad you like the pencil - I think you are right about the extra texture. :D

Date: 2015-08-28 11:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] becc-j.livejournal.com
You definitely caught Sams fear and helplessness. The artwork is truly stunning 💕
Thank you for sharing your process as well! I could use some of your bravery, maybe I'll post a process of my own art one day.

Date: 2015-08-28 02:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
I'd love to see your process! I just find it fascinating to see how pictures get built up from nothing but the spark of an idea, so I started posting bits of mine.

And thanks for the nice comments!

Date: 2015-08-28 11:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] galwithglasses.livejournal.com
Really awesome. I love how you have the hand holding be because Dean is teaching Sam to do something to help but it looks restraining as well. I'm glad you posted your process pictures because I was so caught up in Sam's eyes and bandages that I didn't connect this with a marble statue. Such a very great idea. Wonderful work.

Date: 2015-08-28 02:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
The hand holding scene felt kind of significant to me in the story - and actually it's Sam stopping Dean from trying too hard to help so I'm glad you caught the restraining aspect! :D

Date: 2015-08-28 11:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thursdaysisters.livejournal.com
I love this, great texture and you really captured the strength in his face :-D

Date: 2015-08-28 02:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you! Strong but stoical was part of the effect I was going for!

Date: 2015-08-28 01:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fireheart13.livejournal.com
this is stunning!!! just so beautifully executed. very haunting. love the exquisite shading.

Date: 2015-08-28 02:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you! Sounds like using pencil was a good idea! :D

Date: 2015-08-28 02:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ash48.livejournal.com
Wow! Looks amazing hun. gorgeous work. Looks like I'll be bookmarking this fic too. :)

Date: 2015-08-28 02:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thanks me dear!

Date: 2015-08-28 04:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crucis01.livejournal.com
Amazing and thanks for explaining the process. So much work, but it's a beautiful and haunting piece.

Date: 2015-08-28 09:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you so much!

Date: 2015-08-28 06:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] equally-dour.livejournal.com
beautiful work!

Date: 2015-08-28 09:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you! (And your icon always makes me smile, it's so cute!)

Date: 2015-08-28 10:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamweaver37.livejournal.com
Oh, those are freaking awesome. And now I need to read this story too.

Date: 2015-08-28 10:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
*grins* thank you so much! :D

Date: 2015-08-29 06:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crowroad3.livejournal.com
Wow, the stone texture, the monument-in-ruins feel, the delicate/rough knuckles, the shadows, nails and phalanges and living hair, the open-blank-strong eyes, the tenderness and communication in the images and also the sense of wreckage and challenge, a sense of building up again--really amazing. And that is so very cool about the font; I love it when things resonate like that.

Date: 2015-08-29 07:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Wow you don't know how happy that feedback makes me - all of those things were what I had in mind so it's wonderful that you picked up on them! \0/

Thank you!

Date: 2015-08-29 09:36 pm (UTC)
sillie: Aidan curls drawing (Default)
From: [personal profile] sillie
Oh, these are great! I have a big love for pencil drawings, so I love seeing these. Thanks for the look into your process. <3

Date: 2015-08-30 09:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
I love pencil drawings too, I should practice more often but digital makes me lazy...
Thank you!

Date: 2015-09-03 07:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dolnmoon.livejournal.com
Great art. I love Sam's features and how you captured him. The blank eyes are so creepy but yet emotional. You are awesome.

Date: 2015-09-03 08:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you! You are awesome too, my dear!

Date: 2015-09-03 11:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jj1564.livejournal.com
Beautiful artwork here my dear, I love Dean guiding Sam's hand over the braille and the way Sam's hair falls across his face. The blank eyes are so desolate and convey how Sam must be feeling. Beautiful.
I'm adding the fic to my list too, thanks!

Date: 2015-09-04 08:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you! So happy the desolation came across - if that doesn't sound weird. LOL

Date: 2015-09-04 10:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jj1564.livejournal.com
It doesn't sound weird at all! I started reading the fic last night and your art is just perfect for it.

Date: 2015-09-06 07:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] emmatheslayer.livejournal.com
amazing work wow

Date: 2015-09-17 06:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thanks Em!

Date: 2015-09-17 05:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] masja-17.livejournal.com
Gorgeous! Love knowing the process.



P. S. Tried looking at your art on AO3, but it's locked. :(

Date: 2015-09-17 06:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Oh! I wonder if that's because some of it's got adult content? I didn't know posts COULD be locked on there so I'll have to check it out! Cheers.

Date: 2015-09-20 10:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aerynsun5.livejournal.com
These are wonderful. And I always love hearing about the process of a work.

Date: 2015-09-21 08:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Thank you! :D

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