Viscosity - a drabble

[amberdreams]

Viscosity
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SPN100 Drabble Challenge: word count 100
Challenge word:  smart
Warnings: heavily implied wincest
Summary: It’s a co-dependency that hurts, sometimes.

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You are a non-Newtonian fluid. Your nature changes when the hammer blow hits your heart; its shell hardens.

But the small things wreck you.

Sam’s fingers trailing soft across your skin; Sam’s lips pressed gently against yours; his breath caressing your unshaven cheek.

Outside the motel sign turns the rain into jewels of light – refraction abstraction attraction…

Everything comes back to Sam and it hurts. You need time to think, you need the violence to protect you, keep you safe.

Close your eyes, Dean.

You know it’s not smart, you know it might kill you, but you close them anyway.


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Comments

[milly-gal.livejournal.com]

You're trying to kill me aren't you? That was breathtakingly good!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Kill you in a good way, I hope...! Thanks me dear.

[milly-gal.livejournal.com]

Well of course, I mean death via anything SPN is good, right? ;)

[herminekurotowa.livejournal.com]

This is... I don't know... sad, maybe?

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Yes, I think so...it's what comes of re-reading 30k+ of angst by candle_beck.

[dolnmoon.livejournal.com]

*slowly claps* brilliant. So deep and telling of their destructive codependency in such few words.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

As long as it isn't a slow hand clap! Thanks my dear xx

[dolnmoon.livejournal.com]

No it's like a coffee house slow clap not the slow clap of death... lol It was a great drabble but it's sadness didn't warrant an enthusiastic clap. lol

[blackrabbit42.livejournal.com]

Brill-fucking-iant.

:)

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Why thank you! I'm a bit out of practice with the drabbling so it's good to know it worked! :D

[emmatheslayer.livejournal.com]

love this

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

thank you!