Gone Fishing - a drabble

[amberdreams]

Title: Gone Fishing
Words: 100
Summary: There's a lake Dean goes sometimes.


There’s a lake where Dean goes sometimes, to think about fishing. He doesn’t actually fish, of course. It’s not buying the right equipment that stops him, it’s the indulgence it would embody. The peace it would bring him. He doesn’t deserve it.

So he stands by the water’s edge, casting a line in his mind’s eye, watching the imaginary ripples spread across the mirror smooth surface.

Sam thinks he goes out to get drunk, so he does that too. After. He doesn’t want to disappoint. If he could, he’d bring Sam a nice shiny fish - he’d bring Sam the world.

Comments

[septembers-coda.livejournal.com]

Oh-- so much heartbreak in only 100 words! This was lovely. And terribly, painfully Dean. <3 Now I want to take him fishing.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I'd even take him fishing and I hate the 'sport'! LOL

[yohkobennington.livejournal.com]

Stooooooop giving me feeliiiiiiings T___T

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Feelings, huh? That's good. *wink*

[emmatheslayer.livejournal.com]

poor dean awe

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Our poor boys...

[chomaisky.livejournal.com]

The mere image of Dean standing by the water's edge is quite disturbing. I was kinda afraid he'd walk right in... and quietness is scary because it makes you wander into places you don't want to go. Thanks for going back to Sam every time, Dean!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

He has to go back to Sam, Sam is his home.

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

Oh poor Dean, thinking that "The peace it would bring him. He doesn’t deserve it."

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Yeah, our boy knows how to hurt himself too well.

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

And us too! But don't we all like a hurt!Dean!!

[ephermeralk.livejournal.com]

♥

great dean headspace, bb!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Aw thank you...

[tifaching.livejournal.com]

Sam thinks he goes out to get drunk, so he does that too. After. He doesn’t want to disappoint..

Oh, Dean.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Sniffle

[frozen_delight]

How often do you want to make me cry over the mid-season hiatus???

This is fantastically heartbreaking, especially the last line. *sniffs*

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

As often as I can! LOL
Thanks me dear.

[madebyme-x.livejournal.com]

Oh the feels!

This has a beautiful melancholic tone. And I loved how you explored Dean's consciousness too. Wonderfully done.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much!

[dizzojay.livejournal.com]

A perfect look inside Dean's head. Why is that boy so bloody heart-breakng?

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

I don't know, but he is! Dammit.

[justmep2.livejournal.com]

I just want to go grab Dean, shake him and tell him he does deserve it.
Wonderful and very painful.

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Me too, he needs a good shaking. Thank you!