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[amberdreams]

I can't really put this on Facebook, but this song makes me think about Rachel. Her daughter Anna hasn't posted anything today, and yesterday she posted this -
For Mum <3
"Do not be afraid
For I have redeemed you.
I have called you by your name
You are mine"
I keep checking and thinking that Rachel could be dying right now. She could already have gone. Every time I get a text or a phone call (thankfully very few and far between), my stomach lurches.

Anyhow this particular fanvid was one of the first I found and still gives me the shivers, it's kind of perfect.

Watch on YouTube

Comments

[milly-gal.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm so very sorry. This shitty disease has so much to answer for. I hope, and yet hope you don't, get news soon. ♥♥

[fairyniamh]

Waiting for that call is always the hardest. *hugs* Good luck, we are all here if you need us.

[dizzojay.livejournal.com]

This is a horrific time for Rachel and her family and friends. My heart is totally with you all. xx

[zara-zee.livejournal.com]

The vid made me cry. Hugs to you. This waiting time is the worst. You don't want to lose them and (when you know they can't get better) you don't want them to keep suffering...but you can't have both of those things... ♥

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry you're going through this, I know what it's like to be waiting by the phone and jumping every time it rings.

What a sad vid, I can see why it makes you think of Rachel.

*hugs*

[anactoria.livejournal.com]

*hugs*