Stuff and business

[amberdreams]

Just a drive-by to apologise for being largely absent - Gishing is swallowing up my week, and I doubt I'll ever catch up with all your posts. Especially as I also need to finish my second BB art work, and read two long awaited Big Bangs PDQ!

But I wanted to come on to have a whinge. Then a moan/squee.

How come even online, I can still feel like the boring kid in the corner that never gets included in the cool kids' discussions? How come those horrible feelings from schooldays can linger when over forty years have gone by? I guess I'm just not cut out to be interesting enough that people want to email me to chat about stuff. You'd think at some point we'd grow out of this crap, wouldn't you. *sigh*

However, I refuse to let these stupid feelings of inadequacy get me down.

Gishweek is going rather well! Though I've failed to persuade my dentist surgery that they need a string quartet in the surgeries to calm their patients down. Which is sad, especially as I know other teams will manage that one. It's bugging me because I know two dentists, one in the US and one in Australia, and I have one friend in a string quartet and another whose kids are in the local Youth Orchestra, so it felt as though I should have been able to finagle it somehow.

Now I'm off to create an album cover featuring an animal rock star. Byeeee!

Comments

[big-heart-june.livejournal.com]

Aw, BB, i'm sorry you feel that way! i dont think of you in that way at all but see you as a well known, definitely interesting, hugely talented, and respected part of fandom. Your arting especially is fantastic!
I suppose Twitter is the place to be these days but i refuse to as i hate it. I hope you get past this, BB ♥♥ why would you even care abt those so called 'cool kids discussions'?

Happy Gishing! :D ♥♥

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Heh heh it was Twitter that set me off, and seeing comments on someone's LJ too. Stupid! And thank you, I wasn't posting this to get a boost but it's lovely that you did it anyway! ♥