Being Demon - a drabble

[amberdreams]

In between being completely blown away by the outpouring of kindness over on the ♥ LOVE MEME ♥ - this Fandom, my flisties, so much love and gratitude for you all, seriously - I've written a nice little miserable drabble to bring everyone's spirits back down to earth again. Ha ha ha!

Have a hundred words of Demon!Dean.

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Being Human Demon.


What am I?

He wants to weep, but of course he doesn’t. Partly because he’s Dean fucking Winchester (or was?), partly because he’s afraid if he tries, he might find that he can’t.

Who am I?

He blinks but mirror shows him a blackness that doesn’t go away. He wants to care but he can’t. Perhaps caring isn’t in him any more, burned away by the Blade. He doesn’t want to test that theory because the one emotion he's certain of is fear.

Where am I?

A question he can answer, though it isn’t one he likes.

Not with Sam.

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Comments

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

Oh that was so perfectly tragic, you conveyed so much with just a few words, and demon!Dean being afraid to cry in case he can't is just heartbreaking!

[amberdreams.livejournal.com]

Drabbling is fun like that. Minimising is challenging but something you get drawn into - Ask Tif!
Thanks my dear, glad you liked it!

[jj1564.livejournal.com]

I've 'dabbled' in writing a few drabbles and I think they are a great way to really make you think about the use of words. I love Tifi's Acoustics verse too.