((Hugs)) You've had such a stressful time lately I really do feel for you. Your emotions must be all over the place right now. Funerals are awful, no question. I barely remember my own dad's funeral, it was just something to get through without completely losing it. It was a huge relief when it was all over though. Life doesn't go back to normal afterwards, not with such a big loss, but it does go on one day at a time, and I guess the funeral is as much for your family and friends to say goodbye to your dad and tell you how much they loved him.

Take care of yourself and your mum, and never ever feel embarrassed about letting your emotions show.

xx