again - I will not at all try to pretend I know what you are going through - because I don't!
Hopefully you will find some comfort tomorrow - even thought you can't imagine that happening today. And maybe you don't - but maybe later in life, you will look back and think that you are happy you went through it after all. No one! NO ONE (if they do - they are stupid) will think it's any weird that you break down now and then due to this. This is all new and raw yet. Of you won't keep it together all the time - and it's probably not even healthy for you to pull yourself together all the time. And if people do look at you and wonder why you are bawling your eyes out, so what? YOU know why you are doing it - and the people that matter know why! The rest of them - their opinion doesn't matter! Actually - only YOUR opinion matter (and you better be nice to yourself!)
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Hopefully you will find some comfort tomorrow - even thought you can't imagine that happening today. And maybe you don't - but maybe later in life, you will look back and think that you are happy you went through it after all. No one! NO ONE (if they do - they are stupid) will think it's any weird that you break down now and then due to this. This is all new and raw yet. Of you won't keep it together all the time - and it's probably not even healthy for you to pull yourself together all the time. And if people do look at you and wonder why you are bawling your eyes out, so what? YOU know why you are doing it - and the people that matter know why! The rest of them - their opinion doesn't matter! Actually - only YOUR opinion matter (and you better be nice to yourself!)
HUGS!!!