It's easy to feel that you're talking into a void sometimes online, even though at other times the community here is a lifeline. And I think it's always difficult negotiating the very shared interest based kind of interactions one has in fandom -- it can be hard to disentangle feelings about the interest from feelings about other people, and it can be painful having one's interests diverge from other people's, or other people's from one own.

But you are most surely not boring!