Aw, BB, i'm sorry you feel that way! i dont think of you in that way at all but see you as a well known, definitely interesting, hugely talented, and respected part of fandom. Your arting especially is fantastic!
I suppose Twitter is the place to be these days but i refuse to as i hate it. I hope you get past this, BB ♥♥ why would you even care abt those so called 'cool kids discussions'?

Happy Gishing! :D ♥♥