Thanks for posting this. I've been feeling physically ill about the whole thing all day. And feeling stupid for believing him, and for actually crying when "his" "child" "died". I wasn't super close to him but I still feel betrayed, and just sick, and every time I logged into LJ today I felt gross. I was considering taking a break from internet for a little while until i felt better about it, and I'm still not sure if I will or not, but your post definitely made me feel at least a little bit better <3 So thank you *hugs*